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Well its official i shall be broke forever, figured out my finances, and i will have 0 money for a while. but hey, i have a car now, and money's not that important. i decided to get a 2004 cavalier, it has 1012 miles on it, the guy traded it in after like a month and a half for a 4 door grand am, so i got it used. i looked at a grand am to, it was a 2 door v6 and had power everyhting and leather, but it also had 75,00 miles and was ,ooo. so i went with the one that was more, but had less miles. it has no options, well 2, an automatic transmission, and a cd player. You see, one of the biggest reasons that i wanted a car was to go and visit everyone over on the ewast side, but it dawned on me the other day, most of them have cars, and none of them ever call me, or anyhting, so why am i trying so hard to go see them, when they don't even try to see me. except ben, shoutout. anyhoo, all i need now is my licensce, geez, another thing to pay for! now i have a 0 car payment, a 0 insurance payment, cell phone bill, thats all in one month! and school, but i am happy to report that i will be able to pull it off, but i'll just have to curb my sending habits some. no more friday night movies for me i guess. oh and onother reason i chose the cavalier over the grand am was because although the grand am had a huge engine, and was much faster and sportier, it was also horrible on gas, the cavalier barely goes throught it! well i'm signing off, goodnight

This is today Sunday, June 20, 2004 11:26 p.m..

*Close Call*

ok on what i think was friday if i'm correct, but it could have been thursday, actually i think it was thursday. i had alot of fun, but some of my friends got into trouble. well there were 4 cars of us to begin with, and we were at walgreens, and matt maloney threw a pack of firecrackers right into the middle of our group and there was a cop across the sttreet, and he was already out of his car, so we all ran off to the cars, and left, and throught the whole way we were kinda throwing stuff at each other, and cars were running over packs of firecrackers and stuff, it was alot of fun. so we go to this parking lot behind a building, and so anyway were lighting these in a parking lot now, and me and mattdecide were going to see which is faster, a bottle rocket or a car. so we walk over the tracks, about 30 feet away, and the whole area was lit pretty well because of the street light, so were like 10 feet away from the road, next to the tracks, and were going to light some in the same direction as a car, and see which passed the crossing first. so matt realizes he left his lighter at the car, and runs back tot he car, then goes over towards me again. so then right before we light ours i look over, and say, oh hmm,copsso matt starts to jump on the ground and i say no, just walk away, so me and matt walk like 20 feet away behind some trees, and text rob, and he says just get outta there, so we start walking, and ditch the lighters, beer caps, and backpack of fireworks, and walk into tangle town in rocky river. we thought that the cop would give them a warning, and say get outta here, and we walked over to robs house, and were gonna meet him there, but he never comes, and we start texting each other again, and learn he's at the station being written up, the cops took him there, and left his car in the lot. and so what happened was the three of them were taken to the station, and given court dates, then set free. At first we felt like we had ditched them and felt really bad, but they were really cool about it, and said we weren't even with them when it happened, which was kinda true. but i still feel bad. they'll probably just get a fine or something, atleast i hope thats all they get. well i'm out, Love most who read this, good luck ~ Shaun

This is today Monday, June 7, 2004 03:27 p.m..

*Concert*

wow, i just got back fromt he marky ramone concert, and it was awesome!! they played a bunch of the old good songs, and a bit of the new ones! and my friend kevin's band was one of the openers, they were ok, but not great. they must have sold alot of tickets because they were the second band befroe marky went on. the band that played right before marky ramone was Chaotic Lions, who were also amazing, the stuff they played was way more complex than the ramones stuff. oh man, i am so sore right now! 5 hours there, maybe 2 of those in the mosh pit, and it was a crazy one! everyone kept hitting me because i was the only one without dyed hair, tight pants, and a spikey jean or leather jacket! but it was still fun. it should be interesting at nicks tomorow, because my voice is gone, mt body hurts, and i have a million bruises. but it wil all be good!

This is today Sunday, May 30, 2004 02:29 a.m..

*whoa*

Well the downer came, I found out the diagnosis on my grandfather, and has 2 useless valves in his heart, the other two are beyond repair, they don't think he would live through the surgery, so theres nothing they can do but put him on heavy medication and let him go home for as long as he lives. It seems that he had a few heart attacks without even knowing it, and they damaged his heart severly. I'm really hoping i can go see him soon, because he lives 3-4 hours away, past columbus. And right now he is still in the hospital, but i really wanna be able to see him sometime. i'm just glad that he can spend more time at home now, and not hooked up to a million heart machines, and uncomfortable. this way he can relax, and i know he loves where he lives now, he moved out to a 10 acre area way south. so i guess this is best, he can do what he wants. And this way he'll be happy, so i shouldn't be too down about it, because i know he's happy

This is today Friday, May 28, 2004 11:45 p.m..

*Just keep swimming*

you know what, i saw most of finding nemo for the first time today, i had seen bits and peices before, but not most of it. its REALLY cool. and the character of dorie reminds me of mo, alot. not because she forgets stuff, but because she is always so happy and singing, and i could so see mo walking around singing just keep swimming in that same exact way. thats pretty awesome. and she seems to say some random stuff sometimes, but she just reminds me of mo! so i was at work on wednesday, and i asked my manager if i could not work on fridays after 5, or saturdays. and he said yes, so no more friday nights, or saturdays! and i asked for more hours, which he gave to me! i'm now working close to 30 this week, which should give me around 5 after taxes, which is pretty awesome for one week. AND my aunt Joan gave me fifty bucks, which brings me one step closer to the marshall amp. see my parents said they wanted to get me something for graduation, but the marshall is over 0, and they don't wanna pay that much, so i'm gonna pay like half of it, and wit me in possesion of 5 checks that need cashed, and also getting my tax return kinda soon. i should be able to get it, which will allow me to once again play shows. see i stopped because i used to just borrow my friend matts amp, but he took it college with him, and i couldn't borrow it anymore, but hopefully i'll have my own soon. AND my mom may be starting to think about geting the cadilac, which i'm at the point of any car will be amazing, butt he catera would be really nice, As long as it can get me to my friends on the east side, and my friends on the west side. living in the middle kinda sucks. but i am really close to all the downtown action. Well life for me seems t be all good, so i'm just waiting for something to hapen i know it will, so now its just a matter of time, but i wanna hear from everyone else, howa re you doing? don't forget if you want me to post anyhtign on here under your name just mail it to shangpo@aol.com well gotta go, goodnight!

This is today Friday, May 28, 2004 11:00 p.m..

*ok ok*

well i have dreading an update because i know i have sooo much to write and fill in. so lets rewind to 4 weeks ago, maybe a little longer and begin. So yes to answer alot of questions i have recieved (matt!) me and diana have broken up, but it turned out to be mutual, and its best in the long run, because we are still friends, and i think she is a beautiful person, and alot of fun to be around. So we still went to prom togethor though, i thought it may be weird, but it was amazing, i had a great time, and i just got my pictures back, and i actually like them!! its kind of funny because i just tape pictures to my wall, but my aunt gave me a really nice frame today with my graduation gift, so i put the picture int here, and it looks really nice (oh and diana, i'll give you yours at nicks if your there ok?) so to recap prom was awesome, andy can't dance, but diana, anna, carl and lisa can very well. So then lets see, cedar point. that was fun i guess, but it could have been alot better. we spent way to much time in useless lines, and arguing. But the top thrill dragster is amazing. I also picked my mom up a hand blown vase that looked really cool Next i ....i ... don't remember. So lets skip to today (if anyone has any clues of what happened between then and graduation, leave a message).

SO i just got back from graduation, it was really fun, wel graduation was, i got into an argument with my mom before hand, and with my brother after. See the graduation was at 7, i got there at 4:20, which is ridicules, i was the first one for 30 minutes, so we were arguing on how this was useless, and i had already sat in church for three hours today. then the graduation was awesome, i got all my stuff read off, and i didn't even remeber some of it, 2 years football, 2 years wrestling, 1 year magic, 1 year chess, VP 2 years drama, Pro-Life, Computer Club, and there was a few others to, btu waht i was dissapoinrted about, is they didn't list baseball!. but thats ok, everyone already knows i played, but i only heard the 4 year playersanounced for baseball, and thats not me! so then theres the recent fiasco that has become of me getting a car. See it started as my dad saying he wanted an old third car to toy around in, and when my mom heard, she said no, we needed something newer, so it went to a 2000 or newer, under 10 grand, and 50,0000 or less miles. so we were looking at an aztec, or pt cruiser. but since both of my parents cars are old (my dads truckhad 196,000 miles!) but they like them, they said i can use the third car untill something happens to one of theres, or if it needs fixed they get it for the day, so it will basically be mine, and my parents said i can treat it like its mine origianlly, becausee iasked my mom if i could let my friends drive it, and she said yes, as long as i trust them. SWO today at graduation i get a cool benedictine bumper sticker, and since i ddin'y have a car before, i said i was gonna put it on my new one, aznd my dad is like no. so him and my moms tart arguin about how i should be allowed or shouldn't. my dad being how he is, thinkks it iwll ruin the car or something, all i wantto do is put it in the window, or wanted to do. so then it escalated, to "well then fine, maybe we don't need a third car, i mean ours do work! so i don't even know wahts going on now, i mean we ahve looked at a bunch of cars and had it down to three, a cadilac, an impala, and a 2 dr alero sport. so i dunno, but either way, if i get one, i will see alot of you guys!!!! well taht si it for now. oh wait i know! project real. ok so i followed a 7th grade teacher for 2 weeks, itw as bad!!! the girls were hitting one me, one felt compelled to show me her thong, and twice i ahd my ass grabeed, it sucked! no see, if it had been someone my age, who i'm friends wit (and isn't a guy! steve)then i wouldn't have cared, but this was gross! ok so taht about sums it u, and if you read all of this say.... ... ..

cookies, yeah cookies. next time i see you say cookies, and i'l get you something for reading all my boring words! well i'll be sure to update sooner rom now onw, so bye bye!

This is today Monday, May 24, 2004 10:25 p.m..

*Prom*

ok, so prom is 3 weeks, and i was thinking. this is it. this will be my third prom, and the other ones weren't a big deal. Freshman year, i went with a really good friend of mine who was a senior at magnificat, and i went to my own junior year. it never really had the hype it does now. you see tv shows, or hear people talking, and realize that to them, prom is the epitome of high school, but none of the other ones were, it was just another dance, but now it seems like so much more. i mean, i know its only one night, but i want to make it the best night of my life, i mean it's my senior prom, maybe the last time i'll see alot of people from my school, the last dance i go to at my school. I hope i remeber it the rest of my life. well at least i hope i remember it if its fun, but i think it will be. And i think that after prom there wil be a realization, and a recognizing that high school is over, it hasn't really hit me yet. that could be tough. and everyone seem's to be going away, so maybe i'll be sble to go visit alot of people at school. I still haven't gone down to bowling green and visited matt, but he'l be back for the summer soon, so i guess me and rob and jim, maybe dan graney to, will have to go next school year, man that seems so far away. well just some thoughts to ponder.

This is today Thursday, April 29, 2004 01:10 p.m..

*pro choice?*

ok people so i know that this has been going around on our site's and all, but i picked up the paper today and saw the headline that 500-800 thousand were marching in washington for pro-choice. so i decided that i would look more in depth into it. and although this may be bull, because it's only my opinion, it is something that some people may not pay attention to. ok so there as a picture there, and i noticed tat most of the people in the picture were females in tehre 40's 50's and over. there was 2 gys i could see, and 2 younger girls, i our age, and one in her 20's. this is crazy to me, because at the PRO_LIFE march in washington, there was everyone, i mean guys, gals, old young, but mostly it was younger people. and that really says something, and brings hope of a change for the better. well i mean guys influence girls to get or not get abortions, and i think that guys opinions is important, and i saw no young guys in the picture. So although this was a sad thig to know, and to wonder how these people feel this way, and can be so arrogent to pray to god for that, i'll never know why. It was a good thing kinda, it showed me that i'm not alone in my beliefs in my age bracket, and that we CAN change what will happen. and under the picture, written in the caption, it said they were gathered for an "inter-faith prayer service" which makes me think, why pray? i mean not me, but them, how is praying to someone who created what you wanta choice to destroy going to help your cause? isn't that more rubbing things in god's face kinda? thats like me begging fr. gerardto allow me to smoke dope in the school, and thinking that it will work. well kinda, i'm sure you guy's can come up with a better one.

This is today Tuesday, April 27, 2004 09:59 p.m..

*The patriot*

So i just finished watching the patriot, it's a goooood movie. man i wish i looked like heath leadger. And last night i watched cold creek manor witch sucked, and didn't even start to get remotely scary till the very end, and it wasn't even that scary then. but then we began gothica. oh man, i only saw half, but damn it was good. the only bad thing is taht with a movie like that, you have to have someone there to cuddle with, but it was still good, well it's 10 am, yes i watched a movie at 10, so i gotta go get ready for work, but everyone have a nice day, and when your not, just think of how much fun were gonna have hanging out over the summer!, and i hope that will cheer you up!.

This is today Saturday, April 24, 2004 10:08 a.m..

*ben likes guys*

ok i'm back. siting here in theology class while i type REALLY LOUDLY on this old computer. its great, it sounds like i'm a fast typer and all. so i have to go to work today, its gonna suck. hell till 9 oclock at night, but they do pay me to go there, so i'll go. but the only real reason i'm going is to get money for prom. I still need to rent a tux, buy the pink converse high tops, Buy a bid, order a corsage, see about dinner maybe, and i guess i'v been delegated to set up a limo service. i better see about that today before its to late. otherwise i'll be driving the big white minivan, ugh. but i guess its not how you go to prom, but who your with. so it wil be a blast no mater how i go. And i can't wait.

This is today Wednesday, April 21, 2004 10:09 a.m..

*feelings?!*

i was just reading ben's latest entry, and i agree. wether itx's tantric sex your waiting for, or anything for that matter (lol). its hard, actually its not hard, it's just unnerving sometimes. At the moment i have the most mixed feelings ever, it's kinda odd, on one side i am so happy! i mean steve was giving me a hand with the manuverability part of the driving test, and i must say i was getting pretty good at it by the end, and that makes me happy because then i'll be able to pass the driving test, now all i need is to get a new birth certificate. but on the other side my fears are coming true and i feel i can do nothing about it, and its not just a momentary thing, it'll last a while due to upcoming events. but it could all work out. i sure hope it does, because i really want it to! so anyway i was looking at my latest bank statement this morning, and i have enough in my account that i started when i began working at heinens to pay for one full year of tri c. that ws good. plus i have the money i'v made from the past 2 summers in stocks, but that sucks because i don't want to sell the stock, but i want to buy a car. oh well it'll all work out. isn't that funny? how it always seems to work out? There are some days when i feel like my whole world is falling apart, but i talk to people, and take a step back and realize "what am i thinking?" i mean, i have my whole life ahead of me, and things that are happening now aren't that big. I mean, worst case scenario, i mean worst case wouldn't even be that bad, heres what it would be. 1.) i would have cancer in my jaw althought that seems real big to me now, and its got me really worried, i mean even if i do, its early, thats why i haven't found out yet, because if it is cancer, and it were later the results would be in. and if it is, i don't think its life threatening, and all tat would happen is chemo to slow it from spreading, and having it removed, not to big. 2.) i'd end up single soon, and my senior moments would suck. thats not life altering, thats just a "this sucks" kinda thing. 3.) i don't get my licensce. whoop de doo, i really want it, and it seems that i can't be me without it. well it only seems that way because i can't do what i want. or be spontaneous. like when i get togethor with friends now, we just hang out at someones house usually, which is awesome, but if i were able to drive there are so many things to go do, like last weekend, the beck center had open mike night for stand up comics, it was free, and i heard it was really funny. or being able just to go do something, i always have to set it all up, and figure it out, it sucks! but i t's not that bad in comparison. another reason is dating, it would help alot. i may be worried about what goings on, but in the end it will only help me. maybe. Or it emotionally and physically scar me to the point of only drinking out of a hip flask i carry in my breast pocket,filled with rain water i collected and purified myself, and not trusting anyone ever. yeah right, i like people to much to do that! but either way, i should be having fun now! I mean its the end of my senior year, poeple write songs about this time of there life, and mine SEEMS to suck, but i need to take a step back and look at how fortunate i really am! ohh and i have a beach near me, man i can't wait for summer! and guess what, since i'm staying here for my first year of school, i will still be able to spend time with you lovely people, actually most of my other friends are going away to college, so i'll be really annoying, and bother all of you who are juniors now more often! muwahahahahahaha, i am so evil! i love it. wow this is one long entry huh, for all of you who were able to stand my thoughts at the moment, i commend you, and thank you, and untill i post again, i'll be seeing some of you at practice! well not sami...or mandy... or Kevin... Or... well aot of people, but we'll hang out soon. bye

This is today Tuesday, April 20, 2004 01:03 p.m..

*that is so cool*

well i was just at sami's site, and i found the coolest saying ever. "having friends is like pissing your pants, everyone can see it, but only you can feel its true warmth, so thank you for being the piss in my pants" that is so awesome. so i went to the mall saturday. i looked like such a bum. i am so white right now i glow. that is so unlike me, ussually i'm one of the first to have a tan, 'cause of basball and al, but i got nothin at the moment, so i think i'm gonna try and lay in the sun one of these days, get some color. and get my hair cut, it would look ok really long, or short, it's in the middle right now, and i need to find the time to cut it. well i also need to make sure my lines are completely down, it hink i'll look them over after school. uh-oh. i left my script at home. that could be a problem. I'll just have to borrow someones else's. so i want to go to the beach, i drove jays car down to edgewater last night, it was really crowded, and i didn't even get out, but it was fun. i drove eddy's car to. i like it, it's really nice, after i found out how to start it that is, its harder than it would seem, you don't just turn the key, you have to do other stuff to, but at the moment all i need to do is master driving my moms van, which i have almost no time in, because since i don't have my temps she won't let me drive, which i really can't blame her for, but i did try to get my temps, and i would have of my parents hadn't lost my birth certificate. but i'll get them soon, and since i basicaly know how to drive, i'll brush up on driving her van, then go take the test, and when i do you people will see so much of me you'll get sick of it, and start yelling at me. it'll be cool. but at the moment i am really happy, i don't know why, i just am, maybe it's the weather, but i love it. I hope the play goes well, i really want it to. and i have like a million poeple that i know who are going to go to it. it will be cool. well the bells about to ring so i'm gonna go. bye bye

This is today Monday, April 19, 2004 01:06 p.m..

So i took my little brother to see hell boy today. It was a dissapointment. and i learned that my ex girlfriend is writing things about me and passing it along to alot of my friends. its creepy. but i need not worry, because my life is about aweosme right now, and she can't touch me, i have everything i want right next to me, well theres an ocean in the way of one person, but that'll change soon, i mean look at all the friends i have, who i care about, and who i know care about me. it doesn't matter what she says, cause i'm still gonna be the same, and as long as the poeple around me know me for who i am then its all copasetic. :-) thats a really long happy face huh? anyway i'm only halfway through with what i want to say, i'l be back to say the rest later. muwahahaha, love you all, Shaun

This is today Thursday, April 15, 2004 10:48 p.m..

ok people i just got out of surgery about 20 minutes ago, i'm a little grogy and can't talk, but its not to bad. besides having a dry mouth and not being able to close it. so how is everyone doing? good i hope, well i beter go put on some ice, and it doesn't hurt now, he said that will set in later, but i'm fine, so everyone have fun! woohoo!

This is today Monday, April 12, 2004 01:35 p.m..

This is today Monday, April 12, 2004 01:31 p.m..

*woohoo*

I aminsuch a good mood right now, no really i'm flyin, there's not much that can bring me down. the practice was pretty fun,and the end of the night sealed what was a great rehersal, well actually really helped to make it great. (you know who i'm talking to!). I'm really gonna miss seeing everyone over the break, but i'll see you all when you get back. It seems that everyone is leaving, and i'm getting my wisdom teeth out, yuck!. But it won't be to bad from what i hear, so i'm not real worried. Ugh, this theology class is worthless, were just sitting in the 3rd computer lab now (the really slow one), and no one is really doing any research. well maybe joe is, haha. i think i need to find somethin to do on thursday. diana will be on a plane, nick and anna will be in south carolina, rob wil be at his moms house, dave will be at his grandmother's house, ben wil be with janet and sami, Kevin is in washington, kelly will be in florida (you lucky bastard you!) and mo will be gone :-( what about david gang? hmm. maybe some of the beaumont girls want to go do something. that means you alaine, lisa, maggie, or even though i just met you, lyne (is it spelled right?) or maybe fischabch. well i gotta work till 9 on both friday and saturday, and i have to work wednesday, which sucks, but i guess its good, because i have to start saving for prom, which willbe really expensive. fhgags (fo-who-go-gads). haha thats a funny word. well i better go do something, anything, before i get in trouble, and untill i see you later, which for claire and anna will be after the break, i'll be missing you all!

This is today Monday, April 5, 2004 10:55 p.m..

*Am I?...*

ok people so i'm sitting here listenig to AFI, awesoem stuff, and i decided to take this quiz that was sent to me by mellisa according to it i am, Stylish, Hyper, Out Going, Watchful, Sociable, Wild, Fun/Cute, Awesome, Funny/cool/old past/new future, Loves to be noticed alot. sounds kinda like me in some areas, but nothing like me in others, well actually maybe i does, i'm not really sure of how i am. oh man, i saw the funniest commercial today, its a bunch of guys bowling, and a puppy comes up on the screen, and he goes, "how cute", then it all the guys stare at him, and it cuts to him talking to his wife on the phone, "I'm going out with the guys to eat red meat, i don't know when i'll be home", then his wife say's, "you said cute again didn't you". it was great, i guess you had to be there. oh and the new number is 225-5313, and i need all of you to tell me your numbers, because i lost all my old numbers! i'm not putting the area code down because anyone from across the nation could call then, but its the same code as the school.

This is today Sunday, April 4, 2004 08:44 p.m..

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PHONE!
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ok so i finally got a new phone! so now i can be reached at virtually any time, i would post the number here, but i know that this site can be accesed by anyone who types in the xite adress, maybe i will later. so i'm having an ok day, i'm in the library during my most boring period of the day, british literature. i'm in heaven. well i think maybe i'll add more on latrer bye for now.

This is today Thursday, April 1, 2004 09:35 a.m..

*hey people*

hey everyone, how are you all, i'm ok, i just felt like posting something....so .... yeah..... so drama was ok last night, except i get the distinct impression that i somehow got someone to hate me, and i'm not sure of how. either way its not much fun. so i'm sitting in the library, it seems i'm gonna spend alot of time on a computer today, meeting period, then third, then fifth, then eigth. wow thats a boring day, but it'll be fun, then i go to work, work should be ok, well actually it might be fun. And i might go to prom more than once this year, so i don't know, that may be interesting. I was asked by a friend of mine at magnificat. hmmmmmmm. either way, whatever happens, i know my prom will be a blast!

This is today Wednesday, March 31, 2004 08:40 a.m..

*ukraians are good*

well its really late, or really early dependingon how you look at it, nad me and dave here couldn't find anyhting to do at the moment, so after we finished off this bottle of vodka, we went for the ukranians, man there good. so heres the story dave here got busted by the cops around 1, so he's crashing here now, and were drinking, but it still sucks, i gotta say, i am in the worst state of mind i have been in a long time, and the alchhol doesn't help. Fuck People, they suck. Well most of them do, i know i do. But alot of them are cool. i'm just really depressed right now, and why? i shouldn't be, i have no right to be, i just am, i guess thats selfish. oh well, i ussually wouldn't drink when i'm depressed, jealous, mad, or not feeling well, but i'm making an exception, na di want dave to have a hangover at school tomorow, haha he goes to a luthern school, and there gonna mess with him alot, but we don't care. I also plan on drinking throughout all of tomorow, to the point of no longer knowing my name. damn this sucks, this had to have been one of the worst days of my life. And i thought i had good plans for next weekend, but i guess not, i now have plans i didn't know about, and plans i thought i had i don't at all. Maybe i'll just go skate on friday, that will clear my head,and make thing ssimple again. If i don't kill my self doing it

This is today Monday, March 29, 2004 4:30 a.m..

*I love friends, there so nice to beat on, muwahahahaa*

The final slowdance by MxPx is an awesome song. so i'm sitting her in the library it's fifth period, and i have nothing to do, no homework, and only 1 test coming up, i now have 2 papers, but i'm not starting them yet. why do we work? i mean if i'm gonna spend my time at work, i atleast want something, but i always put it in the bank, i yhin i'll keep some of it and do something. maybe i'll buy a marshal amp, i could get a cheap butnice half stack for 650, or maybe i'll really start to look into getting a car, or maybe i'll tak ea couple of friends out to a nice resteraunt. Yeah. thats it, ok people heres my pledge, when i get my licensce, not even a car, i'll just take my moms. when i get my licensce i'll take a bunch of people out to a nice resteraunt. Somewhere that you have to dress up all nice to go to! Within one month of me getting my licensce that sounds like fun! well atleast its somethin for me to look forward to, i mena c'mon you gotta have somethin to look forward to. PROM! yes, that will be such a good time, and then theres the summer! oh sweet summer, the beach.... the sand.... the dirty lake..well that didn't really fit in, butt he rest were nice, and a whole bunch of my friends wil be back from school, jim will be out of Army reserves boot camp, matt, we can get going again on the band, as soon as i find the shirts (Yikes!). oh so much to look forward to, you know, when i turned 18 all i did was look back at how much time i had spent and how much time had passed, but hey, look forward, i have so much coming, as do all of us. And i thought, look at everything i'v acomplished, i'm actually happy wit the kind of person i am now, thats a change, i don't even have anything negative to say! Maybe because of the people i talk to alot now, but either way i like it, i like being happy, and i can't wait for things to come. oh it shall be amazing. wel i'm a very happy person now, and on that note, i think i'll leave you to ponder, much love ~ Shaun

This is today Friday, March 26, 2004 11:27 a.m..

*blood drive day*

So i get to give blood today, but i'm bummed because i think i'm gonna go to work today after school. Maybe. i think. i don't want to, but what else is there to do, and i wonder how many points i have. at my work its all based on points, everytime i call off or cme in late (rare) i get a point, when i reach 17 i get a warning, 18 i get fired, and they get erased after a year, i've been there close to ten months, after a year they get erased. I think i only have like 10 or 11 now. But oh well, i guess i can look forward to monday's drama. maybe that will be fun. i hope. Maybe i'll pass out at work from loss of blood, but that would suck, because i would go home, not get paid for that day, and not go out that night, but i guess alot of the cool people can't go do anyhting today anyway.

This is today Friday, March 26, 2004 07:58 a.m..

*I hate detention*

ok so i just got out of detention, and i'm about to go home for a while before coming back to drama, ugh an orthodontists appointment, but that ok, cause i get to see all you cool people tonight! Anyway, i'm bored, and motorolla sucks, the phone i want i can't get till the motorolla my mom is gonna get comes in, its still out of stock. but thats ok too. Diana, you and mo, sound like your arguing! maybe i'll bring you to some gum tonight. what kind huh? hmmmm well if its before 6 mail me what kind you want. untill tonight when i see you all. maybe i'll be back on when i get home to post some funny stories or somethin haha, rob, matt and kevin, prepare to be emberassed. love to all, Shaun

This is today Thursday, March 25, 2004 03:15 p.m..

*Eating?*

ok people, so i figure i don't wanna go to somewhere generic before prom, i wanna find an awesoem little cafe in ohio city, or maybe coventry. So i have started the interviews by going to hecks cafe tonight, voted the best burger by scene magazine, and got the silver spoon award. I got the garden burger. but they had alot, definitely in the running so far. small, intimate, glass ceiling, old world. it was cool. next to come hopefully Johnny Mango, a very promising trendy little place in ohio city that recieved very high marks elsewhere. And i'll keep a running tab on the resteraunts below my tag board over there <--. Once i get a few more under my belt (haha get it) ok so that was lame, anyway, i'll start to rate them outta ten. maybe we should start goin to places like this instead of fridays or applebes. maybe. anyhoo i'm rambling, so signing off, its shaun, leaving you with what kind of alover i am according to a color quiz - "Lovers of blue are wonderful sex partners. They are affectionate and sensitive to their partner's needs. They consider love making a fine art and their approach is elegant. Men who love blue are like concert pianists, delicately ravaging their partner like they would play a baby grand. Women in the blue category enjoy sex to the fullest. They are exciting partners but their passion may be compared to a tidal wave rather than firery aggression. Both women and men enjoy foreplay and the aftermath of lovemaking, as much as the sex act itself. In marriage a blue person is a wonderful mate -- never seeking outside interests." does that sound good or bad? ladies this question is on you, oh and i'll try to make a better, bigger tag board, it will be along soon ok.

This is today Saturday, March 20, 2004 09:43 p.m..

*YAY!*

you guys have so made my day by posting here! not even joking, i am so bored, i'm in physics now, and reading that will get me through art!

This is today Thursday, March 18, 2004 01:37 p.m..

*ideas*

ok people so when i ask for ideas on what i/we can do on days off i never seem to get legitimit responses, so i guess i'll have to try to come up with an idea on my own. so tonight we have play practice that should be alot of fun, wel it'll be nice to see everyone atleast. Ok so on friday i think i might cal off work to go do somethin, and i have no school monday, and i'm not sure if theres still drama, but i hope so. anyway on monday me and joe are doing a heilo drop into mexico city where we will then dispatch of the mexican governer, and et up our own puppet regime headed by carlos, the one armed beggar from new york, where he wil then do as we say, and our first idea is to invade columbia, where he will kill all the drug lords, and take over the cofee industry, where we will then besome the sole supplier to starbucks. we will then finance starbucks to offer free coffee for one month, where everyone will become addicted to caffine, then we will sharply raise the prices. MWUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! anyway ntot aht you all know our evil plans, LEAVE YOUR OWN ON WHAT TO DO FRIDAY!! no really, you must, even if it is another puppet government one, i liked it! maybe we could go see dawn of the dead. and then go do somethin like watch another movie or talk or somethin, i actually just wanna get togethor with some people no matter what we do.

This is today Thursday, March 18, 2004 11:42 a.m..

*-Damn It-*

ok, so i really wanted to see peole today, but father tim is considering cancelling practice :-( should he? the weather may be kinda bad by then, leave what you think on the board, and do people still wanna do somethin tommorow, now i'm not sure, i really wanted to take the rapid downtown, but now i wanna do somethin else, hey we should all go to talkies!! yeah joe you know you love it, maybe watch a movie or somethin. I asked my parents if i could have everyone spend the night, but my little brother is gonna have 3 of his friends over, so i can't, but i bet theres somethin to do. I've been thinking i'll be 18 now, and it's really scary, i'm an adult now. It's illegal for me to even like someone younger than me, haha maybe i'll stop now then (lol diana). What am i gonna do? what can i do? well i can buy cigarettes, but i hate smoke, and if i did smoke i would die for sure, it's in my genes on my moms side where everyone but my mom smokes, and 3 very close to me have died of it so far, but on my dads side everyone smokes, and none there have died of it so far. Oh well, i don't like smoking, so its not a debate for me. Or I'm old enough to buy pornography now, whoop de doo, not my thing really, and anything else that i would be allowed to do sorta losses its appeal since its legal now. I guess thats about all i'll be allowed to do. and vote, which will be nice. but i'm not allowed to do alot to, such as i already mentioned i think its illegal for me to like anyone under 18, whoops nevermind i was just informed thats sorta not true, but sorta is also. and now if i ever did anything to get in trouble by the police, i'm an adult now. Yikes. But anyhoo, i hope to have fun tomorow and tonight, so leave some ideas, no really, LEAVE A POST!!!!! till i see you all later, oh and i will, have a great day ~Shaun

This is today Tuesday, March 16, 2004 10:55 a.m..

*Song*

i think i have found the first cover that i want to do with the current band i'm in, its by mxpx, but i can't remeber the name, i just found myself singing the song the other day. and it seems to explain how i feel quite well....Takin all the space up in my head, there's all the things that we could do, and all the things that could be said, it's hard for me to try and understand, the way i feel about you and the way it makes me feel to hold your hand. Am i running out of time or am i at the starting line, i know i missed the mark and i just need some sort of sign. my words don't come out easily so i will tell you honestly no one wants to spend eternity alone

This is today Monday, March 15, 2004 11:39 a.m..

*HaHaHa*

wow who else thinks that the scent i got makes me sound like a girl..ugh

This is today Friday, March 12, 2004 09:13 p.m..

*anti truth or dare movement of america!*

Viva le revolucion! Due to the graphic nature of what may happen during a game of truth or dare that involves ben and nick, i will be boycotting the whole function. I would perfer not to be privy to what may/will go on at this gathering. Now the conscience that is sitting next to me feels that there should be a governing force there, but i disagree somewhat, and that will not be me. I will preferably not be anywhere near the place, and if a game begins when i am near the place, i will run as fast as i can away from there. Signing off, Shaun

This is today Thursday, March 11, 2004 08:08 a.m..

*Hey People*

I'm just sittin here in visual basic, so i thought i'd write somethin. Lets see whats on my mind..... Well what i heard last night was kinda disturbing, well theres no kinda to it, it was really diturbing. or theres the regina play this weekend, and the beaumont play. I think on friday i might go over mikes house with joe, get in a quick overview of where we want he band to go, and work on some musical stuff. You know figure out what we want to be, write some stuff. I have a few things in mind, but there all really of one genre, i think i'l try and write a ballad, something soft and melodic, maybe on an acoustic, oh that sounds like fun. And i'll have to write the lyrics....hmmm but what should i write about, maybe some emo (emotional) stuff, or maybe i'll write about just daily stuff. ohhhh i know, i'll write about a guy who is trying to get a girl, but keeps getting screwed over in certain ways, and no that doesn't pertain to me, but i've seen it or been involved in it enough to know a little. Or maybe i'll write something about.....frogs, yeah Frogs! there green and wet and...well maybe not, but i'l guess i'll see where it goes. Hey if you have any ideas or sugestions, post 'em please, any will do, any at all. Yeah i should find out when i work this weekend so i can plan around it, but if it's do able, i plan to go to the regina play twice, and the beaumont play once. We'll have to see how that goes. Oh and in the neverending quest to talk to others, i now have a miranda version of AIM on the school computers, so i can talk after school! yay! oh man, way to happy about that. Untill i post again, this is Shaun saying "Snipers are not out to get you, and please don't be what anna called joe"

This is today Wednesday, March 10, 2004 01:37 p.m..

*Shaun said this*

ok well now its time for my opinion, i think it was a simple movie, it showed what i had already been told about what hapened to Jesus. Yes it was powerful, but in my opinion it wasn't as bad as everyone else says it was, yes it was hard to watch at times, but i kept my eyes on it, but it wasn't so bad to the point of me having a heart attack or passing out. But it was moving, and i did feel for him, but it didn't give me a religous conversion or anything, or begin to plant anti semitism in my mind, all it did was interprit what we have been told about what happened to christ. To some it amy strengthen there faith, to others it may make them physically ill, but either way i don't feel like i was told or shown anything new by watching this movie, it simply told what most likely happened.

This is today Tuesday, March 9, 2004 03:05 p.m..

*Fisch said this*

Do you believe? What a question to ask right? I think I do. Just think about it for a minute before you continue reading. I just got back from the Passion, and it was intense, like in your face intense. A lot of people are saying it�s gruesome, and it is, it is graphic, but the only reason the movie is gruesome, is graphic, is because it�s the truth. And I guess some people can�t handle it. The scourging of Christ is brutal. You could feel the hooks of bone going into him. You could feel the nails being driven into his hands and feet. You could feel the cross falling on him. You could feel the cross crush him when he fell. The beating he is given from the start of the movie to the finish is just�.horrible. And it is almost too hard to believe, but you know, you know it is true. You can feel that it is true. Well, at least that�s how I perceived it, that�s how it struck me. I don�t get teary during movies; movies don�t strike me, or make a huge impression on me. Its supposed to be entertainment. This isn�t entertainment. This is truth, this is the pill the world has to swallow, whether we like it or not. That is the lesson of the movie. To love one another and to sacrifice ourselves for others as Jesus did for us. Now ask yourself again. Do you believe?

This is today Tuesday, March 9, 2004 03:04 p.m..

*Friends*

Ok people, so it seems that my last entry has hurt some people, but i ask you not to take it in the wrong way, here is what inspired it, i went in the weight room the other day, and no one would talk to me, the same people that i had so many fond memories of wouldn't even speak to me, i tried, but i just wasn't working, it just got weird. we tried to keep in touch after we didn't see each other as much i guess, but it was weird, and it was almost as thought they looked down on me, and i realized that, why would i wanna be friends with people that i don't even trust? And then i looked at where i am now, how did i get here, what brought me here, i don't even know, it just sorta happened. But i'm glad i'me here now, i have friends that i can trust, and i can be myself around, and know that they won't look at me any differently cause they already know who i am. And that is the greatest thing ever. Ex. people called me tonight when i was stuck at home (Diana Mo Anna Nick Joe Steve Claire) And if you were at home bored out of your mind wouldn't you love a call from people you like? Especially if there out having fun, it would be such a burden to carry around a phone and talk to someone on it, i mean you have to explain everything to them, and they can't see it. And then it got me thinking, would i have done the same? i hope i would have, but i really don't know, do i deserve people like that around me, the answer is definitely no. I am blessed. But what it comes down to is that i'me hapier now than i was before, i might not know it yet, but i am.

This is today Sunday, March 7, 2004 12:36 a.m..

*Thoughts*

Yeah i know alot of people have been ranting about there parents lately, but i going to anyway. Its 7:30 on a saturday night, and my day is over. I went to the baldwin wallace one act theater competition, killed everyone, literally, then was told i couldn't go out, "because i was gone friday night", and i really think its cause they didn't fell like picking me up later. Tell me thats not pathetic. I want to say screw college and buy a car right now, and i swear to God if i don't drive soon i'me gonna shoot myself, really. Its Pathetic, shameful, and just plain sucks. So anyway, everyone else is getting togethor right now, and i'me here alone on a computer, look at what i've become!!! I used to be fun, energetic, in shape, and generally going out all 3 nights each weekend for parties and sports. I was the one that everyone knew. Not anymore. And just the other day i realized that i have lost contact with basically most of my old friends. Vince Galvin, who i used to always partner up with, and i haven't spoken in months, and we don't even talk when we pass each other at school. Look at me, i'me not me anymore, the people that i never knew, i'me one of them. In a whole new world that now seems familiar but used to so imposing, i mean the drama club alone is a pretty close group, there's a very limited amount of people who are in it, not that others can't, but they aren't. I've become what i always said i would never again be, someone who only talked to certain people. it's not that i wanted to be this way, it just sorta happened, so i guess i better start to talk to some of my old friends again, i don't want to not talk to them. I'me in a group that has many cliches that would have to explained to anyone outside of the group, and even if they were explained, half the school wouldn't get them. In the past few weeks i've been looking at my life and wondering where i went wrong, or where did i go right?? Did i do any one thing that set it on this path? I feel like, as joe would put it, an armless legless retard rolling down a hill, with no controll over where he's going. I mean what do i have control over? few things. But the worst part is that i only have myself to blame, and i know it. I could be having fun right now at a baseball scrimage game, but no, i ahd to tell the coach about my ribs, i coulda kept quiet, gone to some other doctors office and gotten a physical there, and all would be fine, and i'de be back doing what i love. But i had to screw it up. And last night for example, i felt like a freshman, sitting in someones basement meakly trying to hide the fact that i was drinking, i mean come on, even i think i'me better than that, why do i drink anyway? is it the taste or for a feeling? I mean its so limiting, if someone drinks they can't drive or do alot of things, so why do it? i guess only i can answer that. And any of my friends who are reading this, don't think i'm talking about you, because i love the people that i'm around now, and i love doing stuff with them, but mostly i'me mad that i have no controll over making plans or anything. What i guess i'me saying is that i don't know what i'm doing anymore, or where i'm going. College. but how? where? and will i ever be the same with my old friends while staying the same with new friends? I guess i'll have to find out.

This is today Saturday, March 6, 2004 07:34 p.m..

*Friday*

So this friday we were lookin for somethin to do, well ben has voluntereed his house, so we should get the group togethor, go do somethin, maybe then break an escalator or two. Get somethin to eat, or some water, depending on who you are, if we go right after school again, then we'll have alot of time. Well anyway, if its not wet the park was fun, but doin somethin would be great, so get back to me if you wanna do somethin ~Shaun

This is today Monday, March 1, 2004 05:14 p.m..

*It's on like Donkey Kong*

Yeah so i was sitting here thinking today, and i thought, do i really wanna let someone else dictate what i do in my life? and i realized that no i don't, and its much more important to see people that i like seing, than to not because of others, so, it's on like donkey kong i guess, i'll have to find a way not to "overdose" on the stupidity of some others. hey, tell me what you guys think of this phone, i might get it if i can find a good plan http://www.nokia.com/nokia/0,,47814,00.html or if you see any other phones that look sweet, email them to me shangpo@aol.com, or powerssh@csnmail.net But anyhoo, i'me on the prowl for plans on friday night again, so leave some sugestions on the "fucky board", we should do sorta what we did last friday, that would be fun, and i don't have to work all weekend! so diana, mo, anna, we need somethin to do, and remember, if theres a message that you want to get out to the whole group, mail it to me, and tell me to post it, i will do so glady, or if you have a long and intracate plan, then send it. Yeah i really need somethin to do, so send me somehting! even if its useless, or even better, do what i do and just write about humorous and stupid events of the day that you want to share. Man i can't wait for tonight. anyway the bell is about about to ring, so bye! Oh and if anyone wants to talk to me after school i'll be in the davesdaily chat room, just go to daves daily and select chat from the left hand side of the screen, then look for the name Shaun in a chat room, i'll prolly be one of the only people there, and theres nothin else to do at school, so i'll judt leave the screen up. Much Orange Soda ~Shaun

This is today Monday, March 1, 2004 01:03 p.m..

*BORED!*

So i'm here in theology class between Joe and Nick and i'm wondering what i should do later, i could go with Ben after school and hang out with Mo diana and anna, or anna mo and diana, or diana mo and anna, or moannadiana....anyway, or i could go home, but i have to leave at 11, and i dunno, it may be weird, but i might go. and someone invited so many people that he is now referring to it as a "party" at dianas...hmmmmm

This is today Friday, February 27, 2004 10:59 p.m..

*Ideas*

So far here are what I can do on friday, and i'll just keep adding to it -overthrough mexico and set up a puppet regime (Joe) -Pistolwhip canada into submission (Andy) -Feel sorry for Mike (Mike) -Watcha movie with some cool people (some cool people) And maybe a little bit of oldies music thrown in with that last one. yay! So far i have to go with the last one, sorry guys, i know i can be a good "Point Man" but i have priorities, and mexico isn't to important, so "rear" you'll have to hold off on that thought. And Canada huh, well they have a lower drinking age, and a lower gambling age, so i wanna go there and drink my self silly one day (not a big gambler u know), so we gotta keep that under the current legislation aye. But thanks for the ideas, and keep posting them! i appreciate it.

This is today Thursday, February 26, 2004 11:17 a.m..

*Fucky!*

Hey people, ben isn't havin nothin anymore this weekend, so we gotta come up with something to do! well at least some of us do, cause i really wanna see some people (you know who you are). So we gotta come up with somethin that all of us can do, even if it's nothing. Leave any ideas on the tagboard, and i'll check 'em later, if its really long and you wanna see it posted on here, or wanna see any of your thoughts posted, just email it to powerssh@csnmail.net, with youre name, and i'de be happy to post it for you!,and i'de probably get it ont he site within a few hours. yeah if you guessed i'me bored again, and lookin for somethin to do, so give me stuff to post!

This is today Tuesday, February 24, 2004 01:17 p.m..

*Hey*

Why aren't people going to my site?? every time you come, leave a message on the tagboard, no matter who you are, even if it isn't relevant, but i wanna hear from people!

This is today Monday, February 23, 2004 09:48 p.m..

*Drama sucks*

Well i just learned the part i got in brigadoon. I think i'me fiona and jeans father. that's horrible. Fr.Tim had me and Joe try out for the parts of tommy, and the other guy with him, He's the new yorker who falls in love, and thats the part i really wanted. oh well i mean its only my last play, so what if i have the worst part. I wonder if its not to late to bail on drama all togethor, if its not fun then why do it? I mean i have to stay after school for 3 or four hours, and thats the most boring time ever. well i'll tell you why, the people. Thats the only reason that i might stay in this damned play, cause the people in it are cool, well some of them are atleast. The others are tollerable. maclaren. Thats his name, well screw him, and yes, i am a little jealous at the moment, cause i'me sure it'll be a sophmore doing it, or maybe nick, or joe, but i know it won't be me. Why is it when things seem to be going so very well, you get a huge blow. It almost makes you wanna cry. Maybe it isn't to late to quit

This is today Monday, February 23, 2004 11:32 a.m..

*Kick Ass Night*

Well its official, last night was one of the best nights of my life. I now love realy old music, like frank sinatra style stuff, and pool "distractions" have taken on a whole new meaning. But it was kick ass, AND i only have about 27 days, 3 hours, and 43 minutes till i get my licensce ~ roughly ofcourse. And i know some of you may be saying, wow, thats pitifull, but not me, i'me just happy to be driving soon, my life will change, and i can't wait. Well it's already changing, and i love the direction its going in. So anyway the next two weekends should be pretty good, 3 parties that i know of so far, and 2 days after my birthday robs parents are leaving for 3 days. So in short, Life is great

This is today Sunday, February 22, 2004 08:13 p.m..

Well, i haven't had one of these in a while, so i guess this is kinda exciting. But anyway, i have this blank library study hall, wheres theres never anything to do so i'll probably post pretty regularly

This is today Friday, February 20, 2004 11:19 a.m..

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